Wednesday, December 14, 2016

The things we learn.

first day of my third semester of nursing school
www.inthelittleredhouse.blogspot.com
I did it! WE did it! I am happy to scream from the mountain tops that I’m DONE with my third semester of nursing school! (I’ll be a real live nurse in May!) I'm not going to lie, this was the semester that almost broke me….I took on a little bit more than I should have with 15 credits and I just about crumbled under the weight of care plans and tests and hundreds of millions of  pages of books I was supposed to be reading. I spent every week in the hospital--I took care of teeny tiny babies in the NICU, watched newborns enter the world, spent nights on med/surg floors, learned about critical care in the ICU, and worked my first shift in the ER (my favorite!) 

on top of Timp in August
www.inthelittleredhouse.blogspot.com
www.inthelittleredhouse.blogspot.com

But the best thing I learned, was how absolutely amazing my kiddos are. Counting all my pre-reqs, this was my third year of school since I went back (where does the time go?!) My mama heart has been holding on to some guilt--worries about all of the things I “should” be doing with and for these two. It has been a real struggle for me, and for some reason hit especially hard this fall. I continually questioned if I was doing the right thing--not for myself--I knew I was. But was I doing the right thing for them? And then I looked up one day, and realized how much they have grown. They cook! They clean! (don’t worry, they still put up a good fight on this one) They make me cookies any time I ask. They excel in school and their climbing and soccer. They look out for one another, they look out for me. Jonah is the first to ask "what did you learn in school today mom?" I find notes on my pillow before I go to bed at night from my Lu. They are my teammates and my best cheerleaders, and if I felt like breaking into song, they are sunshine on my cloudy days. Maybe this whole going-back-to-school thing hasn't been as hard on them as my imagination lead me to believe.

And as long as I'm here giving my Oscar speech, I'd also like to thank this guy. 
www.inthelittleredhouse.blogspot.com
If he was a cliche' he'd be things like my glue and my rock, and my blah blah blah. More importantly, he was the guy who brought me Lola's when I was starving. He forced me out on my bike when I'd been sitting too long. He drove me to the desert and hiked me out into the middle of nowhere so I could unbury my sanity. He played guitar every night while I sat at my computer and pounded out letters to form words to form papers with no end. He made me laugh, like he's always done, and he promised me I'd be just fine, and assured me I wouldn't crumble.
www.inthelittleredhouse.blogspot.com
www.inthelittleredhouse.blogspot.com
And......I didn't. 
I met every deadline. Passed every test. I did have to learn to let go of some perfectionism and realize I just.can't.do.everything all the time, which is a great thing to learn, let me tell you. I learned that my kids are excelling, and I am just fine. And although it's hard to admit, I should probably listen to my husband because he is usually often sometimes right. 
I learned something new, imagine that.
www.inthelittleredhouse.blogspot.com

13 comments:

Jillzilla said...

Just beautiful! Your drive and dedication only helps those kiddos grow in even more ways. They are so tuned in to these sort of things. Keep up the great work... May will be here before you know it!

Anonymous said...

Thank you for writing this! I am going grad school in the fall, and I worry about what life will look like for my family. My children are around the same as yours, so this is giving me hope that all will be okay.

Anonymous said...

Congratulations!

Nicole Osborne said...

Congrats Sheena!! Nursing school is rough. I can't imagine doing it with kiddos. Strong work and hang in there, you're almost done! You're going to be a great nurse!

Daniel said...
This comment has been removed by the author.
Daniel said...

after reading this informative article I must have to share this article with you check the 10 biggest houses in the world - funklist

Aslam said...

The blog was absolutely fantastic! Lots of great information and inspiration, both of which we all
need!b Keep ‘em coming… you all do such a great job at such Concepts… can’t tell you how much I, for one appreciate all you do!

Brick Steps Brooklyn

Anonymous said...

Nice Post., BramhaCorp is one of the Top Real Estate Developers in Pune well known for their unique 2 BHK flats in Pune.

Anonymous said...

Nice Post., Find the Best Nearing Completion Projects in Pune and Also Avail luxurious flats in camp at affordable prize.

http://www.writemyessay-site.com/superiorpapers-com-review/ said...

You have such a warm smile and I think that you are going to a great nurse. Good luck with the rest of the semesters and keep us updated.

Anonymous said...

Stay in Luxurious Designer 2 & 3 BHK Flats in Kalyani Nagar Pune named F Residences and Feel the prestige of Royal 2 & 3 BHK properties in Kalyani Nagar Pune.

kongponleu88 said...

this is great for trip.
nice blog..
โกเด้นสล็อต
gclub
gclub

Devita Aulia said...

Nice picture.

Khasiat Teripang Sebagai Obat Kanker
Alternatif Pengobatan
Walatra Gamat Emas Kapsul
Qnc Jelly Gamat
Obat Eye Care Softgel
Ace Maxs Asli
Green World Slimming Capsule
Obat Ambeien Herbal